a love that never dies
i've died everyday waiting for you,
darling, don't be afraid i have loved you for
a thousand years

i'll love you for a thousand more




posted : Thursday, January 12, 2012
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say hi to the dopeshit in the photo. it's one fucking cutie pie:) only if i can fucking have it as mah pet.
hey sweeties. it has been 12 days since i last blogged, and feel the urge to do so today out of a sudden. have been busy with school and stuff but its kinda good since at least there's smething that keeps me occupied although its tiring as fuck. but that aint gna discourage me from doing better this year bcse i've made a promise to myself, to turn over a new leaf and do what's good for my future. i'm gna study fucking hard, and do my parents proud. i thank all my friends who encourage me to do better and i'm thankful to god, all my life, for my babyboy.
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thank you baby for being here for me, regardless of what state i was in. you are always there, when i need you most. you bring out the best of me, show me what i can do. you changed my perspective towards love, trust and faith. you brighten up my view towards everything. and its not about the 21 months that we've been together but its what we've been through tgt as a couple baby.
i love you, God knows how much i do
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i'mma stop here and promise to be back presoon
xx

posted : Saturday, December 31, 2011
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Hey babies:)
k its my first post after decades and today is also new year eve so
i'mma make this a lil' long alright.
i know its like, about an hour and a half till 2012 but i'll post this in advance
here we go:)

going by alphabets ok

Anabelle
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hey my parabelle, fringe partner, and camwhore buddies (?)
it had been a great year knwing you, you're a rlly awesome friend and a 'bestest' friend to me
i know we werent close in sec1 but i'm glad things chnged in sec2
we got closer, and crazier along with everyone else
you motivated me in my studies, encouraged me to focus and do better
so i have to thanks you for me being where i am today, chehhhh
k
i'm rlly glad we're in the same class in sec3, so i will have someone
keep on reminding and reminding me to put down my fringe?
hahah k i know what kind of siaozhabor you are so pls,
you gotta let things go at times and have fun!
as much as i want you to focus on sec3, i also want you to at least have fun
don't get to stuck up in your studies and your role as a student leader
dont get too stress up, we're all worried about you!:(
and i rlly miss you, yr "justin bieber's" fringe flip?!, crazy dance routine and everything!
rlly hoping to see you soon:(
so, i've wrote alot! kinda lah.
hope you had a great holiday, which i know all you have been doing is watching movies
haha and oh! i'm proud of you, for piercing your ear! haha alright
have an awesome year up ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Carmelita
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hey my carmelon horse, kaka
i'm happy to have you as one of my bestest friend. you're so fucking crazy!
things never gone well btwn us in sec1 but i'm glad it turned opposite in sec2
thanks for being my friend. youre a good listening ear
although you srsly need to make my name in one of the top list
when you wna tell the group smthng
AND plsplspls stop your cutcutcut, i hate it, WE hate it
i know sometimes we're too crazy and all but srsly,
you have to feel comfortable in telling us ANYTHNG
even if it might not be a help, but just tell us,
we'll be here to listen to all of your problems,
so you srsly dont have to keep them all to yrself okey
we're all humans, weighing all the problems to your own shoulder every minute of everyday is impossible baby
you get what i mean yo? keke
its very sad that we're not in the same class next year
gna miss you so much:( you must encourage yourself as long as meiting and all to study okey bcse i rlly trust you not to be too distracted! and YOU.
i texted you on christmas but you neh reply meh, sad siah:(
you bad so i'm typing any longer
hope you had an awesome holiday and all the best for next year bby
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Glynis
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hey my tiny baby monster, omfg i havent seen you in AGES!
i miss you so much, and i'm so sorry i couldnt make it for both of the past outings
you've been a bestest little sister-like friend to me
although we dont share our problems much but its probably bcse we were mostly being hyper to one another. you're so sweet and kewt that
i sometime wish my parents would agree on me kidnapping you:)
we were fine with each other since sec1 but got alot closer in sec2
and i'm very the glad that we're in the same class in sec3!
you dont everytime play2 okey, must study next year,
AND stop poking mehhhhhh very ticklish and pain yknowwwww:(
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i also miss going to yr hse! and play yr guitar hero and all keke
you were so crazy about justin bieber then!
we even made a video on his 16th birthday, and upload it in youtube! HAHAHAHA
crazy uhr siah we all
i type sho long rdy, so called long lah
i hope you had a great holiday and wishing you an awesome year ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Hui Ting
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hey my tingtinggg, goldfish mummeh
i saw you on thursday! i think so its thursday but yeah
keke you rlly hugged me! and my mama said you seems like a decent friend
haha sry she thinks i hang out with gangsta keke
i know things were up and down btwn us in sec1 but i'm glad it chnged in sec2
and we're in the same class and combi next year
very the fucking goooood:) i miss going to yr hse!
see yr brothers, and eat non-stop like pig thr
hahaha you must miss me also yknow and thanks so much for regarding me as your bestfriend
and you're one of my bestest friend too baby
thanks for letting me be your listening ear and i promise i'll always be
next year we must encourage each other to study hard okey
i rlly wna see you very the soon and hug youuuu
and tingting, you shld adopt a goldfish haha
maybe on your 15th birthday on 1st feb, we shall get you a goldfish,
the chubbiest one keke and seeeee i rmb yr birthday
so i hope you had a great year and wishing you an awesome year ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Jamie
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hey jamie tiny sleeping beauteh,
its 11:11PM alreadeh i gtta hurry bfre the clock strikes 12
it had been at least 3 years since i've knwn you
although we didnt talk much in the first year plusplusplussss
but i've always wondered, why you so small haha
i know if i'm to say this in yr face, i'd definitely got smacked by you
and do you know that, regardless of how tiny your hand is,
it hurts fucking alot when you whack yknow! like srsly alot gosh
i missed those long bus trips with you! talking about nonsense stuff,
and making fun of that guy who fell asleep on the bus hehe
and how i'd always send you back to balam bfre taking 158 home
hahaha sorry that it's not happening right now
but weeeeee we're in the same class next year!:)
same combi also wakaka, best!
thanks for being one of the bestest little sister and a good joke listener
dont sleep too much next year okay and T.O.P is mine:)
hope you had a great holiday and wishing you an awesome year ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Jeanie
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hey my sexy baby, BUBBLE POPPPPPPPPPPPP:)
you were goddamn crazy in sec1 but it gone worse in sec2 hahaha
you'd just dancedancedancedancedancedance and dance
no matter where you are! even in the goddamn toilet!
i know i've been ditching you like, fucking alot of the clb but understnd me lah
its fucking boring:(
i've knwn you since sec1 and when i first saw you, i thought you were some ahlian!
HAHA well i didnt know that was your hair natural colour so yeh
and you were always class' No.1 Drama-Mama hahaha
in a good way lah alamak
and yeyyyy same class next year so i'm sure i'll see you getting crazier and crazier like you've been for the past 2 years but dont worry, everyone is crazy keke
thank you for being one of my bestest friend jeanie pohhhhhh
and srsly uhrrrrrrr must improve yr handwriting yknowww
bery the fucking hard to read :(
so i hope you had a great year and wishing you an awesome year ahead:)
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Mei Ting
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hey my tingting, well there's two tingtings so yeah
omfg i dont know how to start so first of all, you're fucking hyper and i lurb it
you make my day lah, with your jokes and how you always disturb kamala and dora
nihahaha although you give funny solutions to our problems but it never fail to make us smile
that's your best quality:) i miss you hugging me,
telling me how much you like my hugs bcse it is like a teddy bear's
but baby you gotta bug up and focus next year okay,
it's one of the important secondary school years
you dont everytime play2 yknow and must miss me aloooot
bcse we're in different class next year:(
i'll wake up early, and reach school earlier so i can see you guys in the morning:(
gonna miss you getting teased in class lah but our classes are beside each other
so whenever you go toilet, send me some signals then i can drag belle with meh
keke give me some pedo smiles when we see each other too
can't wait to see you and others mannnnn
i hope you had a great year with Mason and wishing you an awesome year ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)

Misha
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hey my lil daughter-mother, gosh i nvr knw if i'm the daugther or the mother
i only got close to you this year bcse i was like,
dead from schl last year when you got transferred into our class
and now, you'll be in different class next year:(
we have to catch up with each other in non-MT class okehh
and where were youuuuu, never see you for so loooonnngggg:(
miss you yknow!
and you along with carmel, meiting and valerie,
must buck up and study hard next yr okey dont play2
and you must eat more okey you so small!
we must see each other so goddamn fucking sooooon
miss you lahh
so i hope you had a great year and wishing you an awesome year ahead
lurbchu mannnnnnnnnnnn<3
muahhhk:)


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doneeeeeeeeeee omfg, i type this since 10plus, now its 3 minutes til 2012
so once agn, happy new year beautiful ppl
loveyouallveryfuckingmuch<3
muackkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkks:)