Paris, I'm sorry. I dont know what did I do to you.
You not gonna talk to me, are you. Please dont ignore me already?
Paris, I'm sorry. I dont know what did I do to you.
You not gonna talk to me, are you. Please dont ignore me already?
Paris, I'm sorry. I dont know what did I do to you.
You not gonna talk to me, are you. Please dont ignore me already?
Paris, I'm sorry. I dont know what did I do to you.
You not gonna talk to me, are you. Please dont ignore me already?
Paris, I'm sorry. I dont know what did I do to you.
You not gonna talk to me, are you. Please dont ignore me already?
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Yes, I'm mad, really mad.
Omgomgomgomg. What's happening with my fxcking life lah,
Everything gone from happyhappy to suckysucky!?
Its like a curse from a witch in a fairy tale or what?
So, I must go to the castle-and-rescue and
become a hero, then happyending?
Yeah right, kiss my ass dude.
A lot of scribble, I dont care.
Its the only way to release my anger,
my madness, my craziness and let go of everything,
before I started throwing my stuff out the window.
Before I regretted everything, yeah.
I dont care who or no one is gonna read this post,
This is the she's-damn-crazy version,
If you don't know, be prepare for further craziness.
I hope you dont try to make any decision putting me
in mental hospital, or something.
If I got a chance, I would run out slamming doors,
make my way to Joo Seng, basketball court,
Stand right in the center court,
take in 3deep deep breath,
and .. SHOUT out, scream out, all the things I want to say,
then head to his block's void deck,
look up at this room's window, Am I a stalker?! -O-
i dont know, maybe just feels that he might be close to me,
when I needed him the most, another fairy tale to dream on.
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Even music cant calm me now, and
I starts saying random stuff.
Why do I feel like punching the wall,
screaming at someone's face,
I'm kinda mean now, I dont care.
Arghh, omgomgomgomgomg.
Want to stop the time and stop breathing.
Stop eating candy like a freak, stop thinking about him,
stop missing him, stop being a real fxcking pathetic fool.