Hey, I have not been posting for a month plus now. I've always wanted to, but due to my laziness, I always say 'next time then'. But, well. This time, I know I have to post. Even though I'm aware that no one's gonna read this, I still have to post. I have to let the feelings out, because my heart won't be able to take it anymore. Love is like a paper cut. The pain wasn't great to bring someone down, but till the time goes by, the pain gets worse that it shred tears. Love DID did me wrong, it made me cry. But, not to forget the joy and happinese I received. Time, and love. It's like, it is paralleled to each other. Love needs time, while you need to take the time to love. Sadness too. Pain, wounds, tears and all stuff that could ever make your day any worser. In a relationship, time and love is the most important thing. You can't force someone to love you, but you can give them time. You can't force someone to be with you all the time, but you still love them. You can't be in love with the one because there's a barrier, although you have all the time in the world to break the barrier between you and the person you wish you could love. Time is precious, I know. I'm truly aware of that. Don't you? Maybe that was the main reason why I've been feeling all these. I know you wouldn't like it to see me post it on blog. But now, it's just you and me. You can read what I'm feeling inside, if you want to. Or, you can just ignore about everything. Have you ever realised that the love we have for each other have changed? I'm sure you do, but it mustn't seems to be a big deal that I should post it. To be frank, I wish everything was like few months back. Everything could never be anymore perfect. It's not like our love now is not, it is. Trust, it's beautiful but sometime, all you ever see is those cracks in our relationship. Either of us need to be more understanding, either of us need to not think too much. I love you, I really do. But, if only I wasn't showing the attitude that made you don't want to be with me much. Or, I just need to bother that you have to spend time with your friends too, I can't be too selfish. I'm sorry. I will keep working on it, so that I know it will be back to how it was like last time. Let this be what I thought a beautiful sadness. Well, you might not have read till here. Because, my nonsense must have upset you. Once again, I'm sorry. Love. <3